A Day Into Tomorrow: WELCOME FEBRUARY!

Wow, A month has passed already, This month I would have to say is full of emotions... I am over whelmed with joy, I feel so blessed to have given the life god has chosen for me. I am purely blessed.

The funeral of my grandmother has come and gone, Ive learned even more about her talking to people and listening to the memories. I am more and more proud to know her. She is such a great example of who someone should be and how they should act. SELFLESS. I know myself I could work on that.. I could work on thinking for others and not second guessing myself but I guess ive learned to protect more then to just let myself go and I have learned to step back rather then give all. It was such a... Eye opening, The first funeral I didn't shed a tear, I was first of all confident that she was in heaven and I would see her one day. I also have gotten used to deaths, Yes I miss them but it almost becomes emotionless when it is time to say goodbye. Its a odd feeling that I still am not used too.

On a lighter note it was also joeys 10th birthday and the snow storm of the centery.. 10 days of no school, Joey of course had a horrible snow storm on his birthdy, It happens EVERY year! He has a snow day and it was the same day as the funeral so jason got to come for breakfest with all of us and then we had to send him off to his moms so we could say our last goodbyes to my grandma

Here are both boys chowing down on some icecream for joeys birthday at IHOP.. icecream at 9am WHY NOT!!!

I really dont think Joey will ever know how much I love him. I can't believe he is 10.. DOUBLE DIGITS I try to hold back but my mind wonders what he will be like.. in 6...10...15 years wow! He is such an amazing boy and has suffered so much in his life I am so happy to see him thriving and enjoying life like a child should! We also has a birthday party this week. We took 17 people to the Griffins hockey game and wow was that.. interesting... VERY busy but the kids will never forget that night.. full with pizza,pop,cupcakes and candy!!!

Joey and his best friend Adam

On our oops of the year kelly was cooking dinner and our stove stopped working, When I got home I checked the fuse box and nothing was flipped the wrong way so we had thought that the stove died.. We went.. bought a new one and when we plugged it in.. The stove wouldn't turn.. we find out that there is a fuse box in the basement... jason never checked that so we bought a new stove and gave ours away..